My Garden
Misai Kucing (Orthosipon Stamenius)
Pecah Beling (Strobilanthes Crispus) Today is my 3rd day having Xeloda for the 6th cycle. The time I met the Onco last week was uplifting as I saw the cancer marker and the blood test results. Yes, it is good news for us all. the cancer marker result shows a further dropping numbers. From 59 plus, it has gone down to 48 and to note that it is not far from the safest line of 31, I am still utterly happy about it.
The uplifting news spread more positive energy into me. The mood becomes more jovial and the heart keeps telling the mind to thank Allah for the good news. Again and again God is showing me that His love is abundant. I am grateful for the good progress. Regardless of what causes the good sign, I am thanking Allah and want to remain positive about it.
This morning I had my 31st session of Qi Gong Healing massage. So far, it does help me with easing the bodily pain. I don't know whether it has had the direct effect to my recent good news, yet I am thankful that some pains are not disturbingly annoying me and the blood circulation is improved with no numbness in each fingertips.
Some people do email me to ask what are the things I take. Frankly, if I were to list them down it will be quite a long list. However, since I keep on getting people asking me about it, maybe it is good to share with them all. One thing to note is that with cancer there is no one advice to fit all so maybe the things that I take may not work for some. I put it this way, we know our body well, we know how it reacts to certain food we consume, so if we see some good effect from consuming certain foods then go ahead, continue doing so. If it is otherwise don't continue and try something else. My principle is not to be easily lured by anything that is MLM based, especially if it is very new in the market and to keep everything within my affordability.
My everyday 'meals' that I take with Xeloda must include these:
1. Habbatus Sawda pills
2. Hempedu Bumi (Bile of the Earth) with tumeric pills
3. Milk Thistle with Dandelion
4. Alpha Linolic Acid
5. CoEnzyme Q10
6. Sugarless Rozelle Hibiscus Juice mixed with aloe vera
7. Multivitamin
8. Neurobion pills for my nerve
9. Pecah Beling leaves - to chew
10. Misai kucing leaves (because it is deuretic, I take it every other day)
11. Sambung Nyawa leaves - to chew
12. Juices of beet root, dragon fruits, green apples, celery stalks, oranges, carrots
13. More fruits and vegetables
14. Olive oils and more garlic in the dishes
15. Soy and cereals
I think that's a long list to look into huh? Well the most important thing is to believe in God and put in faith in the efforts we do. Have positivity in our mind and it will seep in every arteries and veins in the body. When the mind thinks positively, the body will react positively too.
The test befallen unto us is a stop-over for us. To stop awhile and to relook into our lives. To search a deeper meaning and purpose of life. To have more enriching values in our lives and to understand that the test is one of the ways for God to let us know that we are under His 'Watch'. That 'watch' is a sign of His love that He cares about us and want us to search for Him and hold on to our belief. Believe in the power of the prayers and how phenomenal it can be in shifting one's health condition.
Today, as I brace the 3rd day of my Mambo no 6 (the 6th cycle) and the 3 recurrence, God allows me to witness many of His abundant love and mercy. This heart of mine has been left ajar to let the love sent by all of you in so that its magic works its wonders in me.
This test let me see the inner me. It guides me to find my inner strength and in those 'while' that I am badly beaten and feeling under the weather, your love pushes me and pulls me up again, to enable me to gather the remaining courage to stand up and walk, no matter how difficult each stride is. You have made me walked this far. With your prayers, God bless me with the needed strength.
I can't thank you enough Dear God and dear friends. Words still can't describe my gratitude for having an abode - this blog - that becomes an avenue for us to embrace this love for mankind and to share this ups and downs (with mostly downs) with all of you and to always have shoulders I can borrow and lend to cry on...
'Thank you' is two little ordinary words we hear every day. A gesture of politeness for gratitude, they say. But to me these two words carry more weight than just that. They carry the love that we exchange that transcends beyond religion, belief, race, colours and nationality.
Alhamdulillah, I find all of you when I wanted some comforts. You are the comforting lot, you are the blessing I get. Alhamdulillah, you all never leave me alone. I have not just one person to hold hands and walk with me. Alhamdulillah, God never indicates I have to battle this fight alone.
Dear friends, dear brothers and sisters, may God continue to bless you....
Alhamdulillah, Ya Tuhan Yang Maha Mengasihi... Sujud Syukurku memadaikah Ya Tuhan untuk aku lontarkan kesyukuran ini? Kupohon keampunanMu Ya Robb. Ku pohon bantuan berterusan dariMu ya Tuhan. Kau yang memiliki keajaiban. Kau sembuhkanlah aku Ya Rahman. Kau sembuhkanlah aku Ya Khaliq, Kau sembuhkan aku Ya Latiff! Amiin.














